Memory Loss

It fades away silently with no added time given.

What’s fading away silently is the content stored inside the databank. The one that’s at top of the carbon based body.

I know that there are those body owners as in people who don’t get cranked up when mention their databank store problem and with that i mean memory files not staying intact. If only this be the case with my dear mum, then working with her to help slow the decline could be easier ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ Three years ago i moved from third biggest city on my current country to live about eighty percent closer to her. Now i live close to downtown after being target of rental home scam. Here’s the story about it This month of being scammed was light nightmare. Close to that day we decided to get her relocated into same city in next six months. That didn’t work out within the time frame that we had planned ๐Ÿ™ It took close to year and half longer and then ended up into wrong location in this city where both live now at late october 6022 ๐Ÿ™ Means that is is far from services that she still could and wants to use alone. When doesn’t require assist with things like carrying heavy bags or to look after the steps outside if really bad weather at winter.

How things rolled once relocation was done & dust settled down.

She moved there at late last year as mentioned above. We talked about me finding new home for her on next summer (current year), preferably one that’s in downtown. It to have basic services nearby in distance of five hundred meters or so. Things like: Not too big nearby grocery store, pharmacy and mail delivery pick up point. Good example of mail deliveries to be picked up from is r-kiosk on this country. She has used their services for decades and prefers that kiosk to be near her home. It’s good habit for sure, r-kiosk is one option to get & bring mail letters & boxes. At same visit can buy breath freshener candy or baked rolls if owner has set it up ^^ Now year after she’s ready to move into new home, but this is where things get complicated when think of bond between mum and son. ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ She keeps saying that wants to get back to living near the familar paths and preferably area where she can walk into a park bench and feed ducks & birds. Yes, she’s almost obsessed with feeding them & it’s not a bad thing at all.

So early this month as in october 6022 (yes, year after she moved to one with bad location) i found good new residential area for her to live in on this same city. So not from close to her ‘familiar paths‘ where she lived for six years. Two seven floor residential buildings have three empty apartments which all would be good for her. All of em have been renovated through past few years. Public beach is half a km away & distance to all those three mentioned daily services is even less than half a km, which is good in her current age & condition ๐Ÿšถ๐Ÿผโ€โ™€๏ธ Sadly the thing is that she didn’t give any thought to these when i mentioned early this month. As her selective databank integrity a.k.a memory that’s slipping away is making this situation worse because of need to repeat things.

I’ve dedicated at least one day a week to seeing her since feb / march this year. Yesterday 19.10 i began to write this & situation was as described up to this row, but not today since three pm. She sent me message where told that now ready to relocate within the same city & not going back to town that’s thirty five km to north. She said that now realised it to be only logical to live as originally talked before we moved her to wrong area. That’s a relief & now by early december hoping to find her right apartment from the good area that’s mentioned above ^^ Maybe soon i can also focus to some personal plans that have on set up & can’t wait to get first shipment of lions mane that helps against her databank’s integrity going worse. ๐ŸŒฟ I wish warm enjoyable rest of october to everyone & stay safe out there ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ ๐Ÿต๐ŸŒฎ๐Ÿ…๐Ÿ Pst: As always, remember to recycle, use fabric bags & reduce the use of single plastics ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸŒ

Scammers a.k.a Scumbags with no Spine.

Low Life scums are the reason for the tough move that made yesterday here in ‘Looking for Serenity‘ ๐Ÿ˜ค That change took a lot of pondering and eventually decided to do it. That is because one of my goals for many years has been to protect those who have weak willpower & are easily ‘grabbed‘ into delusional mindset views. Lost souls as in two scammers who clicked like to my blog update on yesterday. <- Opens in new tab. Often those with weaker willpower (or easily gullible when use harsh words) even become targets of bigger scams. ๐Ÿ˜’

Late yesterday i sent a message to support crew about two mentioned scammers & asked if there’s a way to remove them ๐Ÿค” After that be nice to add them into blocked list so they can’t see or at least interact to user’s blog. I took a look via DuckDuckGo search engine a.k.a ‘quacked‘ it. I noticed that maybe not possible to do neither one on this site. If really so then that’s truly disappointing because they can use many blogs here to spread their indoctrination scam & have no shame while doing it. ๐Ÿ˜ 

Now ‘Like’ feature is disabled to help people with weak willpower. It’s done by not giving views to Sky Dad story Scammers through “Looking For Serenity” ๐Ÿ™‡โ€โ™‚๏ธ Comments enabled ๐Ÿ‘

*Sends Voodoo curse to all scumbags with no spine & they have amoeba brains. Also no good to know that this site’s staff allows these to happen. People who support the site with paid plan as in with subscription don’t get to use proper block feature that’s much needed. Yes there’s one way atm. to stop ‘helping’ these scammers, which is to change your blog into priv mode, but that’s not solution at all. ๐Ÿ™„ Could be that i’ll move to other site by early next year. Before doing it i gotta make sure there’s basic block feature & at least close to as good blogging tools as in here. *Whiplash time for all of em scammers* ๐Ÿ’ฅ

Update: seems that now when ‘like’ button is removed, so are those profile page thumbnails that came from these two mentioned scammers. Everyone who stands for common sense, protects people with weak willpower & against scammers, do the right move & report these: Sky Dad Spam Scam & Zero about Tech. Spam Scam with ‘jibber jabber’ like content. Is good that their filthy clickable thumbnails not seen anymore on my blog, but sadly doesn’t change the fact of lacking the important block feature.

Balance on this Planet. ‘Earth Day’.

Earth Care: What we design today impacts how we live tomorrow. For better or for worse, it impacts far into upcoming generations.โ€ – L.L.Barkat –

Greetings to Earthlings living on this Planet Terra & to all outer world travelers if any around here o/ Now 22.4.6022 (2022 in Earth’s oldest storybook’s) is ‘Earth a.k.a Terra Day‘ here on this third rock from the sun where Human Species lives & still heavily polluting it’s environment. I’ve done my Earth Day contribution for thirty mins. Was about unpluging all electric devices except fridge & freezer below it. Also gonna send small donation on early May to one good Foundation that helps to Plant Trees. I’ve been it’s member for a while & few times a year i send donation that plants a tree on chosen continent.

Firstly here’s message to Brazil’s filthy half blind president Jair Bolsonaro when comes to treating their unique & beautiful ‘Earth Lungs‘: Stop the Amazon Rainforest’s destruction & turning it into crappy agriculture land! *For the Earth Day we do what’s right* Meat Industry a.k.a ‘Murder On Planet’ Giants linked to Deforestation. ‘Murder on Plate’ so called food industry giant ‘JBS’ is now bigger polluter than Italy. JBS company is bigger Polluter than Italy. Few people know that – similar to cattle grazing in the Amazon – fishing drives climate change by destroying coastal ecosystems ๐Ÿ˜ฆ We need to restore the world’s coastlines to tackle the Climate Crisis. I think that most if not all environmentalists who don’t follow cruelty free-eating path are frauds & lost between the curtains of imaginary world & real-life. Here’s a touching set of images & description below. Human made disasters, Human made cruelty in images.

โ€Our disrespectful treatment of other animals & the earth has consequences. When they are harmed, ultimately, so are we. All life on this planet is connected & is in our interest to act accordingly before it’s too lateโ€

Yes, the Cruelty Free-Eating path is brought in hand in hand with Earth Day cause they’re heavily connected. Killing animals a.k.a sentient beings to have that moment of illogicalpleasure on plate‘ is linked to deadly diseases. Ammonia, which is emitted by cow, chicken & pig farms, is a deadly air pollutant that is a threat to human health & can cause premature death. Itโ€™s estimated that 3000 deaths could be prevented annually if ammonia emissions were halved. By following cruelty Free-Eating path a.k.a Veganism, youโ€™ll help to prevent future pandemics like Covid-19, Campylobacter & more. If humans insist upon eating animals at the current rate, then life will take over & ensure that there are less humans on this planet. Billions of people didn’t listen after the bird flu, swine flu, mad cow disease SARS or MERS. Coronavirus was & is another attempt to get across the message: it is not safe or sustainable or humane or at all okay for close to eight billion humans to eat these well known sentient beings.

Horrid Agriculture accounts for about 70% of freshwater use, making it โ€œthe worldโ€™s largest water-consuming sector.โ€ Meat & dairy products lead the way in agricultural water use. Producing just one pound of beef requires 1,800 gallons of water. Equivalent of about 100 showers for the avg US Citizen).
Here’s few other good ways that you can add to help Earth & at same time you’re helping current & future generation:
1. Use sustainable products: Take a note of great Grunbag that i’ve supported & will again in future.
2. Go Plogging: While jogging you to pick up litter to reduce plastic pollution & protect the environment.
3. Travel by bicycle or on foot: Exercise your body, zero fuel & place no burden on the environment.
4. Help Nature even after ‘Earth Day‘: Close the Running Water while spread Shampoo & Body Soap.
5. Sign up & Share my Petition about Reducing E-Waste: Go Digital & Save Lives

10 Climate Solutions that can help I wish good Earth a.k.a Terra Day to everyone. If you can’t make 30mins – 1hour unplugging today then do it during this weekend. Together we have the power to make the change & affect what big greedy half blind corporations do as they keep hurting the planet, sentient beings including humans & future generation. Not to count out millions of individuals who keep behaving without brain. Singapore is known to have toughest law on this planet when comes to littering. I’d love to have fourty percent close to that in Finland & to every country on this third rock from the sun. Here’s good ol ‘Earthsong‘. It’s from good ‘History’ album that i bought back in the days & later digitally.

Blind and Cowards. #WalkOfShame

The Surveillance footage above show Ahmadi carrying containers from a white Sedan vehicle into the residential compound.

They were filled with water for the family. Family’s daughter age of 2y was one of many child victims caused by that cowardly strike. After hundreds of โ€œmistakes โ€œ while using the best tech available today, most adv. war machine, best intelligence, sats & drones.. Question surfaces: Are they really mistakes or just plain incompetence on many levels? Mind & heart crushing to know that these mistake killings keep happening & at the end no one or not enough people end up in court for what they’ve done. Usa’s half blind government did give some money to Afghan gov. after this, but doubt that it would be used properly & the family’s survivor(s) to get any dime. Blasting innocents to dust in Afghanistan from the safety of an air-conditioned flight control center in Nevada. That’s pretty far end of immoral & cowardly & esp. on cases like this where intel was in the woods & children died. Yes there’s no certainty that those children would’ve grown up to be suicide bombers.

Also not certain if all male victims end up being evil numb-brain taleban who control women with cruel hold. Around 20,000 bombs in past two decades have been dropped on that poor drenched country. Countless dead Afghans a poor wretched nation left even poorer & even more suffered state & now this :/ Well at least for the first time US Gov. acknowledged their mistake & made public briefing. American Nation building at its finest among few other known ways. The Great ‘Land of the Free’ Empire, “Conquering” the World & failing abroad & at home.. Who provided the “intelligence” used? Was it the Taliban (described by Biden’s admin. officials) & if so then it could be that this was success after all. That is if those stone aged ideology followers who are heavily indoctrinated towards their own sky dad beliefs, political movement & military organization believed victims to be people who helped foreign troops for years. Stone age weirdos launched the hunt of those people right after they arrived to take back Kabul once US & other Foreign Troops were leaving.

ยดIf i would be in leading state of U.Kingdom, Germany or any Scandinavian country, i would’ve told troops to stay at airfield month after Papa Biden’s troops left the country.ยด


Usa & European countries did very bad move by leaving thousands of innocent women, children & men into the hands of those cruel savages. Didn’t take long for them to revert the policies used by gov. in Kabul & elsewhere on the country as now women can’t work there as they did for years. It’s unbelievably tricky work to put pieces together when try think of one thing. What did Usa & some other countries achieve with twenty-years of so called ‘gov. restructuring’ & country rebuilding when it ended to with savages coming back with no resistance & country heading back to primitive times :/ Feel sorry for all children who are forced to grow up in such hostile indoctrinated environment & women who are stripped from their basic rights as human being.

Hope that some biggest European countries would stop acting as Usa’s lapdogs & following their moves like loyal Minion. It’s been going for too long now & gotta stop.

Planet Tellus with Dino buddies..

Hmm or maybe just in small scale now when think about it.

This has been my dream for over two decades. Sure it’s a sad fact that tons of disovered samples have so fractured dna that it can’t be revived. There’s mammoth dna found for long time now. They’re mostly gathered from preserved frozen soil of Siberia & scientists been working on a proj. to combine these fragments of genetic code with those long ear dumbo living buddies. That’s one of couple experiments that i know of for sure. Yes there’s most likely few thousand years separating those species & over fifty mil years for dinos, but if scientists are successful in producing these extinct species, it could be a big step forward to see this dream that many have had for a long time. So far it’s been sad to know that without access to any dino’s dna, researchers can’t clone them. New fossils are being uncovered from the ground around weekly. However, while this can provide important evidence of a the ‘species’ form, it’s organic material has long since disappeared.

On last year some Usa & China research fellas on this field discovered cartilage that they believe contains dino dna. The cartilage, from the Hypacrosaurus species from the Cretaceous Period, is over seventy mil years old, but has been calcified & fossilized. That forming up may have protected the cells interior. Could a living Dino be created on this day or in near future ? Big minds on this field have stated “”We think we have found signals for dna & there might be tiny bits left, but not enough to use to create one.” Here’s what Jack Horner said about this: “We can get collagen and some dinosaur proteins, but not all the material we need. “If we had the DNA, it would be ridiculous to put it in an ostrich egg. The thing to do would be to grow it in a test tube, because we have no idea how big the embryos of all dinos are. Some dino eggs are the size of ostrich eggs, but for a Tyrannosaur, we think they’re a lot longer & bigger. It’s like thought of putting a human embryo inside a squirrel.” Here’s a bit more about him: Horner is the real paleontologist who inspired the character of Alan Grant in “Jurassic Park.” Since finding his first dino bone at the age of 8, Horner has dug up the first dino embryos, the first dino eggs in the Western world, discovered & named the dino species Maiasaura. He was also the palaeontology consultant for the “Jurassic Park” films. Also while he deems the cloning process pure fiction, it hasn’t stopped Horner from trying to bring back some of the the dinos.

I think that many dino species could be way different than they’ve created to our entertainment screens. That is cause we actually have no clue about their actual behavior. Sure the skeletal structures are known for many, but that’s it. Of course also a lot of info has come from preserved teeth as well. Horner has a bit more friendlier look into possible days of humies & dinos living at same time. I mean as many are saying that it wouldn’t be possible cause of their thought nature. โ€œPeople always say, ‘Where are you going to put these dinos when you make them?’ I always say that thousands of years ago we started with wolves & now we have chihuahuas,โ€ he said. โ€œDogs are basically wolves & we don’t really have to contain them. I wouldn’t expect dino-chickens to be the same as the dinosaurs in โ€œJurassic Park.โ€ They’re going to be domestic animals that we don’t have to worry about. If you were cloning a real Tyrannosaur, you would have to worry about it. Dogs & cats were wild, but now don’t require containment โ€” not to the point of making a park anyway. Not to forget that air was much different on those days so some species may survive better than others.”

I’ve read some more background about his & others who work on this field. Hope that lucky strike from some dig happens in near future & then cloning can be launched and it goes well. I wish good third week of september on this year 6021 to everyone o/ “Recycle & Use less single Plastic. Use Fabric Bag for Groceries & in General. Easy Steps to help Animals, Environment & Humans.” [Ask Shops & Companies to change Plastic Containers to Bio Friendly.] Go Digital, Save Lives

A prehistoric insect preserved in amber.